Stephen's Blogs – Stephen Hon's Blogs (韓啟年)

August 1983

Location: Tunku Abdul Rahman College Reading Room 2, Block L

The first time & the last time I saw you through the year was in Tunku Abdul Rahman College, Reading Room 2, Block L. You walked pass the place where I sat, and you looked so beautiful!

As you walked, my eyes began to move away from the book infront of me and followed the direction of your movement. I just can’t stop admiring & staring at you. You are exactly those type of girl I was looking for. But what else can I do other than admiring? (That moment you walked straight to the Reading Room 1)

Well, with the black blouse on your body I can see that you have a very nice figure! When you disappear from my sight I began to carry on with my revision. Looking at cute & beautiful girls such as you was one of my hobbies. This can be said one of my main purpose being in the College Reading Room beside preparing myself for the exam.

[ I began to like cute & beautiful girls since I'm in Form One. This because I learned to like them from movies as myself was a movies addicts! Beside that my sister also encouraged me for that. From this point I always end-up picking them as my favourite actress)

If possible I would like to befriend those beautiful girls I've met but so far I haven't success in breaking the ice, no did I dare to make the first move. I admit that I'm a shy person & afraid of rejection. I guessed this is the reason of holding me back.

And it's may be a very good reason too why I don't have any special girlfriend while I'm in school and in college while most of my friends (ex-schoolmates) busying walking hand in hand with their pet when I happened to bump on them back in Seremban town.]

Well to befriend you was one of my day dreaming and I knew that I won’t success no did I have the gut to approach you. This is I knew clearly what girls look for in male friends.

They would like them to be friendly, talkative, non serious, cheeky type (but there is a limit) and good joker. As for myself I don’t have all those qualities just to compare with others. Who would like me to be her boyfriend? My sister always asked me this question.

P/S Readers may asked, “Do I succeed to get to know you?” If want to know the result read on…..

[24-05-1984] – (Thursday) – The First Time I Saw You In 1984
[26-05-1984] – (Saturday) – I Missed The Opportunity
[27-05-1984] – (Sunday) – I Dare Not Give It To You!